26.12.09
Dear Jesus #7: Happy Day !!
Thank You Lord !! I finally met him today... and the happiest moment of today is I get the chance to hug him after a long time..
Thank you BiG... uda dateng jauh2.. Bless you abundantly, BiG..
xoxo,
8renna
On Christmas day : December 25th 2009 @ Glow Ministry
Today's preach about Christmas, by Rev. Gilbert Lumoindong
7 Facts of Christmas:
- You are WORTH IT.
- God always kept His promise on time.
- Have a close intimate relationship with God.
- Always have FAITH throughout your life.
- Your problems are not the end of everything, so you must believe in miracles.
- Fear and Worries are not came from God.
- Let God leads your life to His way.
Happy Christmas day everyone.. !
xoxo,
8renna
25.12.09
Dear Jesus #6: Happy Birthday to YOU My Lord..
18.12.09
Dear Jesus #5 : I miss him so much
Dear Jesus,
What have I done wrong today?? Why did he seems to always mad at me?
Hari ini dia lagi sakit...flu berat katanya.. Tuhan berkatin dia ya..supaya bisa cepet sembuh..
Tuhan..
Apa yang harus saya lakukan supaya dia bisa kembali seperti dulu? Supaya saya bisa merasa kasih sayang dia lagi? saya bisa dengar tertawanya..?
Mohon petunjuk-Mu Tuhan..
Thank you Lord.
xoxo,
8ren
13.12.09
bLack ChRisTmas !!
xoxo,
8ren
Dear Jesus #4 : One month
Lord,
I miss him.. Only You knows how I feel right now..
What should I do My Lord?
What should I do to win him back?
Guide us Jesus.. Please guide and bless my relationship with him..
--
Big, it has been 1 month since the last time we met.. and only God knows how much I misses you everyday.. Do you feel the same way as I do to you?
Lord, please listen to our prayers.. and bless him throughout his life.. Amen.
xoxo,
8ren
12.12.09
BALi Sept 3rd - Sept 6th 2009
It has been awhile..
Here is a lil' sneak over my working station.. (I have cleaned it up.. so it looked kinda boring w/o my knick knacks.. )
Well.. I will leave all my works on the end of this December 2009....
I have no idea what will I face in my future ... (Crap !! next month will be January 2010 !!)
Oh Lord, please hear my prayers and lead me thorough Your path.. Amen..
xoxo,
8ren
16.8.09
.: Wedding ?!?! Marriage ?!?! :.
When a single - unmarried - woman reach her certain age *around 23 y/o up*, she will be questions with the people surrounds her.. Pretty annoying actually..and here's what happened to me... these are the short version of mine actually..
--
"So...when will you get married??" *with a skeptical look on their face*
"Bren, any wedding bell soon??" *with a smug on their face*
"You'll get married one day, right??" *with a stupid one eyebrow up looking face that says *DUH*
"Bren, will you ever get married?? *with a confusing unbelievable expression*
--
YES !! YES !! YES !! YES !! I WILL GET MARRIED !! .......but not now..
--
The thing is.... I AM AFRAID TO GET MARRIED !!! there you go...I said it !! out loud !! .. I just found out that me and marriage is not a best friend...yet... I am not that kinda girl who plan my marriage since I was 6 or 7 years old... I never think of marriage until people are buzzing me with those marriage questions lately...
And then I asked my self.. Will I ever get married? When will I get married??
... Believe it or not... I don't have the answer... But I know I will...Someday..
So STOP bugging me with the wedding questions !! c'mon people !! this is 21st century !! I will send the invitation to you..!! just chill will 'ya??!! *but you must wait for the next 3 or 4 years to get it ;) * What's the rush?? I just don't get it.. Look at Carrie Bradshaw !! She got married when she's 40 !! and still looking fab..
..Will I be looking fabulous on my wedding day?? .. *stay tune people...stay tune..*
.: 8ren :.
PS: Happy 23rd anniversary, my Big.. *SmoocH*
11.7.09
.: TWENTY.FOUR :.
24.
That's a lot of numbers. I can't believe how fast the time as passed.
Is it my time to grow up? because I never put myself into an "adult phase".. should I start thinking 'bout participating?? like right now, maybe ??? or just being a "young adult", maybe??
At some point I agree with Britney Spears..I still feels like I'm in a *not a girl..not yet a woman* phase....so am I actually too scared to face this cynical world with this whole mature-adult-grown up way to think and solve the problems?? or am I just too afraid to grow up??
The idea just come up in my mind...that I don't wanna grow up too fast.. or just don't wanna grow up... at this situation I really really really hope that I make friends with Peter Pan.. So where are you Peter Pan??? can you help me??
Yes!! I'm so afraid to grow up... I'm afraid to have all of these experiences and big steps that I have to take to move on and survive in this cruel world...
Or maybe I just wait and see where the chips may fall?? and follow where the wind blows?? I guess I have to face my own adult-grown up world and explore it myself..
At this moment I really hope that life isn't so complicated as I've imagined..
I guess I have to work hard for being an adult..or young adult which sounds way better..
.bR.
30.5.09
.: 27.05.2009 :.
Curently:
Listening : The original piece instrumental version of Happy Birthday
Doing : Praying.
Eating : no birthday cake..too bad.. porridge, with ketchup n peppers
Drinking : Orange water
Feeling : I don't feel like a birthday girl..
Thinking : Birthday is not a big deal.. especially when you spend your birthday with no one and you are having a fever and a bad flu..
Lord, Thank You for adding 1 more year for me..
I might spend this year's birthday alone without any celebration, but I know You must be celebrate my birthday with bunch of angels up there in Heaven..just like when You created me..
Thank You My Lord. Amen.
bR
.: My Birthday Eve :.
Curently:
Feeling : Fever + Flu = Not Good
Doing : Not taking a bath since yesterday..I got a reason this time.
Drinking : Hot water..and its not even warm..
Eating : Porridge with ketchup and pepper..(its the only food I could swallow)
Listening : I Will Survive by Cake
Watching : Jackie Chan's bloopers videos on YouTube.
Thinking : "So this is how I pass my birthday eve...alone in bed and sick..great...!!"
bR
.: Alone Again :.
~ optical.illusions ~
Mom and bro went back to Spore...
The seconds when they got in the car..the house is in silent mode..
Currently:
Doing: checking optical illusions stuff then blogging.
Drinking: milk
Listening: Nocturne by Chopin
Eating: Home made noodles
Wearing: Lucky undies ;)
luv,
bR
.: Angels and Demons :.
Just finished the movie...
Great movie... even there's a bit different from the book, but sure it's not disappointing..at all.
and this movie makes me love to visit ITALY more than I know...
4 thumbs up for Angels and Demons !! yaayy !!
luv,
bR
2.5.09
Sandang + Pangan + Papan + Google
Kayanya kebutuhan kita sebagai manusia uda ga cuma "Sandang + Pangan + Papan"..
Internet uda jadi salah satu kebutuhan... sampe2 handphone uda bukan buat telponan lg..tapi bisa internetan juga...
Today I realized one thing..that a lot of people in this world, including me mulai bergantung sama yg namanya INTERNET...terutama orang yg bekerja yaa..
klo ga check e-mail, update Facebook and Friendster <--- uda mulai ditinggal nih... blom lagi update Blog..Shout di Twitter..browsing..sampe2 ada yg bisnis dari internet...jualan sampe lelang di ebay..
Jadi menurut gw kebutuhan mendasar kta skarang beda..
love,
bR
23.4.09
.: Me vs My Boss :.
[Boss] "Bren, please arrange my meeting with Mr. Zak from Silk Route in Dubai on Monday around 10 am, I just emailed you their phone number.inform me ASAP. "
[.bR.] "yes Sir."
-- Calling Mr. Zak in Dubai --
[Lady on the phone] "..meeting with Mr. Zak on Monday? Ok, I'll confirm to you via email as soon as I talk to Mr. Zak.."
[.bR.] "ok..thank you Miss.."
-- back to my chat room with Boss --
[.bR.] "Sir, I already called Silk Route, they will inform via email."
[Boss] "ok..thx bren.."
~~
MONDAY
~~
[Boss] "bren, I know I'm having a meeting today with Mr. Zak, but I forgot the time, what time I suppose to meet Zak??"
[.bR.] "10 am Sir " (He forgot??!!)
[Boss] "ok..thanks bren!"
after 10 minutes..
[Boss] "bren, I just realized I don't know their address... can you help me out?? its 9.30am here.."
[.bR.] (WHAT ?!?!?! ok .. try to calm down..) "ooh..I thought you've met him before...ok then, I'll call them now.."
-- Calling Silk Route about the address --
-- Got the address --
-- Back to chat with Boss --
[.bR.] typing..not even hit *send* yet.. "boss I already got..............."
-- Boss sign out --
SHIT !!!
Hastalavista Baby..
bR
11.4.09
.: The Other :.
What could have happen with the heart?
When it flames to the other?
What could have happen with the heart?
When it distracted by the other?
What could have happen with the future?
When the other came?
What could have happen with the love?
When the other appears?
~~
..After all, we can't control someones heart.. can't we?..
bR
28.3.09
27.3.09
.: Let me Sign :.
Broken she
Has her arms twisted
She's pointing at me
I'll stand, but I ain't coming
Over as she
She spoke with a voice that
Struck at the sky
She said,
"Come on over,
Bittersweet,
I'll wrap you in my arms."
And She said,
"Let me sign"
"Let me sign"
- Robert Pattinson -
.:Never Think:.
I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't
You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Before you are to far gone
Before nothing can be done
I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So hold off
She should hold off
It's the one thing that I've known
Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love
Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's to far gone
And before nothing can be done
Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
- Robert Pattinson -
26.3.09
.:Sunday Morning:.
Today I realized one thing...Running is not for me..
~~
My heart was racing..
I'm running out of time..I know somehow.
Hope has left me here. This time.
It happened.
I don't want to listen to what the heart tells me now..
I don't want to understand..
Logic seems the last thing I have in mind..right now..
~~
It hurts.
The pain won't go away while I was running.
"Is this the right path?"
Uncertainty has answered.
Suffocated in thin air, must be.
~~
.Running.
~~
I don't want to stop running..
I don't want to lose... I think.
I don't want to know what's in the next corner..
.I don't care.
It's today.
Get some...or lose some..
I have made up my mind...
Chasing what my heart's desire.
~~
Will I ever be running after today?
Will I ever let my heart tells me..
Will I ever listen?
Will I ever understand?
~~
Will I ever run?
Again?
bR
9.3.09
..F*cked up day..
Hari ini bukan hari yang baik buat gw..
First... it has been 8 days since I heard my bf's voice..and it's been 21 days since the last time I saw my bf... trust me..it wasn't a good days lately...
Dan hari ini gw ribut ama tante2 Chinese gila di Mall Puri !! what a day ....!
Here's the situation..
Gw lagi ngantri beli minuman di Auntie Anne's Mall Puri..depan gw kira2 ada 6 orangan... lumayan tuh queue panjang jg..dan diblakang gw jg uda ada antrian.. by the time I reached the cashier counter, gw lg liat ke board atas dan baru aja mau pesen tiba2 ada tante2 di blakang gw dan tiba2 ngomong ke cashier guy,
"Yang almond satu ya.."
(tanpa rasa bersalah dan merasa giliran dy yg mesen..) abis itu dy bayar... gw diemin aja tuh..wkt dy trima kembalian gw blg gini,
"Ci, laen kali ngantri ya.."
(FYI, gw ngomong dengan nada pelan dan sopan..)
"Eh !! anak muda skarang kurang ajar yaa !!!! saya kan dilayanin sama dia!!! liat ga ?!?!"
(sambil nunjuk2 gw pake telunjuk dia...dan treak-treak bermaksud bikin malu gw..)
"Cii !!! liat ga lu berdiri dmana?!?!?!! liat ga depan lu ada orang ?!?! bisa liat ga ?!?!! yang kurang ajar syapa ?!?!!!?! lu yang nyelak !!!!!"
(gw langsung treak-treak lebih kenceng biar anaknya ama orang2 yg ngantri diblakang dy tau !! dan dy malu skalian !!)
"Dasar !! anak kurang ajar !!! bilang ga ngantri...bla bla bla.."
(langsung bawa anaknya pergi)
"Eh anjingg !!!!!! lu yang kurang ajar !!!! dulu disekolahin ga??!!! ngantri dong !! anjiing !!"
(That auntie is a real bitch !!!)
For oldies out there !!!! FYI, bukan selalu yang tua yg benar...bukan kta yang muda yang selalu kurang ajar !!!! bisa bedain dong mana yg bener mana yang salah...!!! (klo emang tadi dy tetep ributin dsana pasti gw tonjok !!! )
Gw emang kasar... dan gw ga nyesel uda treakin dy dengan kata2 kasar.. i dont care what people say ... buat gw yang namanya ngantri ya ngantri... tunggu gilirannya.. dy yang duluan treak2 sambil nunjuk2 ... syapa yg kurang ajar ?!?!?! Semua orang yg berdiri diblakang dy juga ngantri kok !! semua tau klo ngantri ada gilirannya !! jangan berasa klo yang tua yg slalu benar dan bisa marahin yang muda seenaknya... seharusnya yg tua yg tau diri...dan tau mana yg salah dan benar... klo dy ngerasa bener, ributin aja skalian..ga usah pergi dari TKP... !! Gw diajarin orang tua gw untuk minta maaf klo kta berbuat salah dan pertahanin yang bener klo kta berbuat bener...
Ini masalah kecil ! klo dy sadar dy salah dan uda nyelak, tinggal bilang sorry waktu gw negur dy..ga bakalan lah gw treak2in dy...setiap orang punya emosi...klo dy ga peduli treak2 dan asal nunjuk2 orang, gw juga akan melakukan hal yg sama..ga perduli dy tua ato muda...
klo dipikir2 lagi bener2 bikin marah tuh tante2...anaknya aja diem aja ga mau belain dy !! Dan gw sama skali ga ngerasa salah sampe skarang...karena gw ngantri !! dy ngantri..!! tapi nyelak pas sampe kasir..T-A-I bgt kan tuh orang???
and I'm fierce !!!
bR
6.3.09
+ Incentive !!
..lagi asik-asik Input sales order (yaa..sebenarnya ga asik sihh.. T.T so lame ...) tiba-tiba...
Yuning : "woi woi !!! kita gajian hari ini!! Ayo-ayo !! coba di check apakah kita bulan ini naik gaji??!!" (dy treak di ruangan kantor..)
Gw liat tanggalan... NAH !! pas tgl 27 hari jumat..krn 28 kan sabtu... trus gw telpon ke Bank Ekonomi .....komputer dengan jenis kelamin perempuan yg jawab...setelah gw ikut petunjuk dy, buntutnya dy bilang gini...
Si Komputer betina : "Jumlah uang yang saat ini bisa anda keluarkan adalah bla bla bla bla" (ga enak dong klo disebutin jumlahnye disini..)
trus gw bingung..!!! kok nambah ya?!?!?! waaaahh!!!! gw naik gaji neeh !!!!....gw diem2 aja tuh...tetep pasang muka lempeng...biar ga ada yg tau gw nae gaji... krn yg laen jg diem2 aja...
-- 5 menit berselang....
..kriiiiinnggg.. <--telpon meja gw bunyi (telponya ga bunyi senyaring ini, tp yg namanya suara bunyi telpon ya mau ga mau bunyinya kriing..lanjut.)
Gw: "Halo...?"
Perempuan : "Hallo bren"
Gw: "iya..dari mana ya?"
Perempuan: "Ini mba Murni..!" <-- bagian personalia..Finance juga..HRD juga...ga jelas dy ngapain..seinget gw ada 2 boneka Guinea Pig berbulu panda diatas computer screen dy..dan dua2nya kelihatan buluk..dan komentar ini gw sadari ga penting...lanjut..
Gw: "oh ya Mba Murni ada apa ya?" (shit! jgn blg gaji gw salah!! dan dy minta balikin sisa uang kelebihan itu !! CRAP !!)
Mba Murni: "Ohh aku mau ngasih tau aja..bulan February ini kamu kan masuk terus selama 1 bulan..dan ga pernah telat..jadi kamu uda mulai dapet INCENTIVE...tp klo kamu telat masuk 1 hari ya dipotong 50ribu..jadi 1 kali telat harganya 50ribu..uda ngerti ya bren?..hallo.. hallo brenna??"
Gw: "oh iya mba...iya saya ngerti..makasih ya mba.." (crap! gw pikir gw nae gaji...tp gpp lah..gw ga mau telat !! gw mau dapet tuh yg namanya INCENTIVE..!! semangattt !!)
Mba Murni : "iya bren, kamu kan blom satu tahun disini, jadi klo kamu cuti, nanti ada biaya yg dipotong jg dari incentive kamu...gtu.."
Gw: "ok mba..makasih ya.." (ok !! no more cuti2 !! demi masa depan cerah!!!)
at last...gw terima my very first incentive...seneng !!!
bR
1.3.09
.:My own E71:.
CHRISTMAS come wwaayy early this year !!! I got my self a celly !!
Yep yep..my own E71 white steel !! yeeaahh baby !!!
Kerasa bgt lho klo bayarnya pake hasil jerih payah keringet dan hasil tulang-tulang gw yang gw banting-banting... It worth a lot..
Thank you Lord, for making my wish come true..
bR
.:Another day, another story:.
What if..
I'm not deciding to cut my hair today..
I'm not talking on the phone with him last night..
I'm not meeting him today..
~~
Maybe..
Everything's gonna be Okay..
or
Is it already destined to be complicated like now?
or
I really should not meet him today.. so he'll be fine and I'll be fine..
or not?
but at the end I realized one thing..
All of this St. Valentine celebration a.k.a valentine's day thing are really not my kinda stuff..
Let's say... he (The Saint Val's) and I are not making a good pair..never had..
so I'm wishing ya'll a happy fu*klentine's day !!! yiihaaww !!
bR
16.2.09
.:Valentine's:.
Funny how I feel when we're talking bout Valentine's day.. especially this year..
Some say, Valentines day is the day we celebrate L O V E..
Some say, Valentines day is the day we show how "lover" we are to our love ones..
But I find it hard for me to seek L O V E for those who really needs..
I post a tag on my YM and MSN.. it goes like this,
~~
I met Big today..on Val's day...
He don't celebrate Val's day for his own reason...
While I got mine..
~~
How can I celebrate L O V E when people and kids out there are reaching for it?
How can I celebrate L O V E when others are begging for it?
How can I celebrate L O V E when kids are searching for it?
How can I celebrate L O V E when people still questioning "where is the LOVE?" ??
~~
How can WE celebrate L O V E when others are suffering from it?
love,
bR
15.2.09
.:Our 19th:.
I pray to God, to bless us, your work, your study, your health and you family
I know it has been a rough days lately.. but lets keep in faith!
love,
bR
.BBB. [Bukan Bau Biasa]
Gw bukan termasuk orang yang wangi'nya semerbak..yang kalo orangnya blom sampe ato blom kliatan tapi bau nyong-nyong'nya uda kecium.. gw bukan mereka!! (Thank you to Victoria Secret's Body Mist... you saved my life.. so far no one complaints..hopefully will never do..Amen..) Tapi disini gw bukan mau ngebahas tentang si nyong-nyong...melainkan bau si wanita sejati.. (tttssaaahhh..!!! bahasa gw....) gw ga bermaksud lebay, tapi ini kenyataan yang selama ini menghinggap di kehidupan gw semenjak 4 bulan terakhir.. penciuman gw agak sedikit terkontaminasi belakangan ini... *dammit! padahal awalnya gw cuma menghirup sgala sesuatu yang harum..Ooh betapa nistanya dunia ini..yuu lanjuttt..*
~~
Pertama kali gw ketemu sosok wanita ini, suara ini yang tiba2 menggema di dalam pikiran gw dan berteriak kencang dengan sendirinya..
"B, jangan kau salahkan ibunda'nya mengandung!!" *OH CRAP !! gw serasa digampar*
... sigh.. Sebenarnya, dia bukannya tak cantik.. dia bukannya tak baik hati, dia bukannya tak Friendly.. dia semua itu!! tapi sayang, dia..... hmm.. dia... (gw lagi cari bahasa yang sedikit diplomatis)..hmm.. dia itu salah satu manusia penyandang dan pemilik BBB... BUKAN BAU BIASA.. naahh !! there!! I've said it !!
(aaaahhhh !!!! gak adil..!! udara ini milik dunia !!! bukan miliknya yang bisa dicemar sesuka hati !!!* <--- mungkin ini terlalu dramatis dan lebay..tapi apa daya ... asupan O2 itu seperti tercampur belerang... yang berasal hanya dari seorang wanita saja... ck ck ck gak habis pikir...) ~~ Pertanyaan gw adalah...
Ciek !* "Apakah bau tubuh atau raga manusia semua berasal dari lipatan kecil yg ada di lengan kita a.k.a KETEK ???"
Duo !* "Apakah manusia yang bertubuh "tambun" lebih mengeluarkan be'bauan yang tak karuan, dibandingkan manusia bertubuh "singset" ???" (shit! it's time for me to get a diet if ya'll say Aye!)
Tigo !* "Mengapa ada yang pagi2'nya sudah mandi namun tetap mengeluarkan bau? padahal jam baru menunjukkan pukul 10.30am ???"
Ampek !* "Adakah korelasi antara rumah kotor tak terurus dengan bau badan??*
Limo !* "Apakah si pemilik bau dapat mencium be'bauan yang hinggap pada tubuhnya sendiri??"
~~
I don't mind her being filthy or disgust.. But I mind her smell !!!
*Holly Molly !!! she got one heck of a smell!!! I don't know where those smell comes from whether it's from her armpit nor her hair or body.. I don't wanna hurt her feelin' tho'.. But Crap !! I need sum air to breathe!! ..hosh..hosh..hosh..sorry my friend..*
Dia bukannya tak memiliki minyak wangi... dia punya !!! cuma gw ragu-ragu dia tau fungsinya.. hati dan pikiran gw slalu bergejolak kalo ada dia.. hasratku ingin katakan padanya, "Hay teman, semprotlah minyak wangi itu ke tubuhmu, janganlah sekali-kali kau minum atau kau hirup saja wanginya dari hidungmu..karena tak akan ampuh untuk menutupi *harum* tubuhmu itu.."
Wangi'nya itu terlalu semerbak... gw ga bermaksud lebay (sekali lagi gw tekankan...) tapi pernah suatu saat gw lagi tepat berada disebelahnya... terhiruplah aroma kenisataan itu.. dan dibawa'lah gw ke dunia yang lain...sepersekian detik gw ngerasain *out of body experience*.. yang ujung-ujugnya mengakibatkan gw merasakan apa yang sebenarnya diartikan kelenger dan semaput.. Ooohhh... hilang sudah rasa lapar ini... tak ada lagi rasa lapar dan nafsu sandang siang itu... *sial, padahal sayur'nya lagi enak..*
"Hay teman, dahsyat benar wangi yang berasal dari 2 lipatan kecil di kedua lenganmu itu.."
~~
FYI, gambar "poo-poo" diatas bukan menggambarkan wangi tubuh dia seperti itu.. it's just a metaphore..
~~
Apakah pertemanan dapat dibatasi hanya oleh bau dan standard kejorokan seseorang??
~~
I don't think so... menurut gw, sebagai teman kta bisa dengan berbagai cara menegur untuk kebaikan diri dia sendiri...dan tetap berteman (persahabatan bagai kepompong..mengubah ulat..........oh, maaf maaf gw tiba2 jd pengen nyanyi lagu kepompong...) gw sama sekali TIDAK BERMAKSUD menjelekkan dia dengan adanya gw nulis blog ini..melainkan berbagi pengalaman dan pembelajaran dalam hidup.. (aaiiihh bahasa gw ga banget...) dan menginginkan yang terbaik buat teman gw itu...
Tapi ada satu pelajaran dan hikmah yang bisa gw ambil dari teman gw ini..
"Kalau tidak pandai berteman atau bergaul, rajin-rajinlah mandi dan pastikan badanmu wangi."
love,
bR
Catatan kaki:
Ciek* --> artinya Satu, dalam bahasa Padang.
Duo* --> artinya Dua, dalam bahasa Padang.
Tigo* --> artinya Tiga, dalam bahasa Padang.
Ampek* --> artinya Empat, dalam bahasa Padang.
Limo* --> artinya Lima, dalam bahasa Padang.
12.2.09
Dear Jesus #3 : I miss you, Grandma
.. Are you really gone? ..
Ternyata kehilangan orang yang kita sayang itu kadang reaksinya beda-beda... Gw masih sering ngerasa belum biasa akan ketidakberadaan nenek gw.. Although gw sangat menyadari kepergian dia ke sisi Tuhan..tapi gw kadang couldn't believe that she's really gone.. for forever...
Lord Jesus, please tell Grandma that she dont have to be worried about Grandpa..coz he's doing fine.. but please tell her that he misses her a lot, especially her voice (Grandpa told me so..) oh! tell her i miss her too.. So thank You Lord.. and please bless Grandpa, so he won't be so sad no more..
love,
bR