Dear Jesus #7: Happy Day !!

Thank You Lord !! I finally met him today... and the happiest moment of today is I get the chance to hug him after a long time..
Thank you BiG... uda dateng jauh2.. Bless you abundantly, BiG..


xoxo,
8renna

Dear Jesus #5 : I miss him so much

Dear Jesus,


What have I done wrong today?? Why did he seems to always mad at me?
Hari ini dia lagi sakit...flu berat katanya.. Tuhan berkatin dia ya..supaya bisa cepet sembuh..


Tuhan.. 
Apa yang harus saya lakukan supaya dia bisa kembali seperti dulu? Supaya saya bisa merasa kasih sayang dia lagi? saya bisa dengar tertawanya..?


Mohon petunjuk-Mu Tuhan..


Thank you Lord.


xoxo,
8ren

Dear Jesus #4 : One month

Lord, 
I miss him.. Only You knows how I feel right now..
What should I do My Lord?
What should I do to win him back? 
Guide us Jesus.. Please guide and bless my relationship with him..


--


Big, it has been 1 month since the last time we met.. and only God knows how much I misses you everyday.. Do you feel the same way as I do to you?

Lord, please listen to our prayers.. and bless him throughout his life.. Amen.



xoxo,
8ren

.:Our 19th:.

February 3rd, 2009

Big, today is our 19 months anniversary

I pray to God, to bless us, your work, your study, your health and you family

I know it has been a rough days lately.. but lets keep in faith!

love,
bR

It's 2009 !!

January 1, 2009
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R ! ! !
It's a brand new day !!
A brand new empty cups to fill in with the best memories and events in my life..!! here's the first moments to fill in..
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Today Big's family came over..we're having lunch together at Ampera, BSD restaurant.. then we're off to Mekar Sari, Cileungsi - Bogor.. Off we go !!!
--
and we got LOST !!! XD
--
we're in the middle of nowhere !! in a small woods, narrow winding roads heads to only-God-knows-where, we're trap in small village..*great*
we followed the road and try to reach the end of it so we could find out where we are..*at least a lil' direction will help a lot*
--
Guess what..we came out in Bekasi Timur..!!! *great* not even a small sign that direct us to Mekar Sari..!! so we got back to the highway and straight to BSD..!! having Pork Ribs and Pork Satay in Pasar Modern...
--
Today has been great, even we spends half of the day in the car..and God has blessed our lil' trip..

HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL !!!

love,
bR

Last day in 2008

December 31, 2008


Today is the last day of 2008..
--
i cant believe i'm still working today..but i got off from work at 12 noon and Big was picking me up from the office and straight back to his place..
We're having a BBQ party and lights some fire cracker and fire works..!!
No trumpet tho' .. but we got a great time..
--
Miss my family so much .. this new year has been a lil' bit awkward for me..
for the first time i spend New years with my bf's family..and it was fun..!! they're so welcome and warm..Reminds me for my family in Spore.. *hiks*
--
So we're playing fire crackers n fire works then BBQ'ing untill 1 am..!!
and i got home at 2am..-Thank you my Big and his Bro Idang for sending me home so late- *wink*
--
so what is in 2009??
i wonder...

Thank you Lord Jesus, for giving me the best of 2008 in my life.. the best family, the best bf, the best friends i got, the best moments in my life, the great job and 2008 has been a great year !!

love,
bR

.G.R.A.D.U.A.T.I.O.N.

December 15th, 2008, The Ritz Carlton - Kuningan Hotel, Jakarta

Brenna Mei Rusli Wong S.si

I finally GRADUATE !!!

Today is one of the most happiest day in my life!!! i finally did it!! i finally finish my formal educations..Mom, Dad..Thank you for the timeless support and prays for me all the time..
Thank you for being the best parent.

To all my friends at The London School of Public Relations - Jakarta, especially to all of my classmates in class 8 -1a and MKT 8-1c..
My friends, thank you for all the joys, the unforgettable stories, the bond that we have, the time we shared in sadness and happy times. Thank you for being there with me.
Thank you for the fabulous friendship that we built together..
Thank you for letting me be part of these friendship..
Thank you for the fabulous and precious moments that we've shared together..

So let our friendship be forever, my friends.

Thank you for:
My whole family - Mom, Dad, Sis, Bro, Bro Peter, Craig, Wade, Aunt Felicia, Grandma & Grandpa; for the support, love and faith in me.
My Big and The Chandranugitos - for your understanding, the time you've spent with me, your support and prayers. Thank you for coming to my graduation ceremony.ILU.

ALMAMATER HYMN

Years that past through time
We're still one of the best
Where education and friendship are the soul
Remaining strong for just everyone of us
We always try to be better at LSPR
All for one at LSPR
The London School of Public Relations

love,
bR

.Wake up, Love !!.

.December 3rd 2008.
--
07.00 am - Good morning !!!
--
Wake up in love my Big... on our 17 months together..

I made my wish..

..to pursue our future together...our dream..

May God bless us abundantly..

love,
bR

.a Shoulder to lean on.

.i am here.
the person you can rely on.
the one you can lean on.
at any time.

.i will be there.

love,
bR

i'm looking for you

What do you expect from a relationship??
What do you want from a relationship??
is it LOVE that you are seeking? or is it a companionship?
What do you want from your partner??
The idea of completing you? or for completing each other?

What do you seek in a relationship??
Comfort?? Protection?? Care?? or is it Future??
What is it you're looking for??
Happiness? joy? or satisfaction??
---
i'm looking for a best friend for life, with blessing from my Lord Jesus.
i'm looking for a guardian, to look after me.
i'm looking for a leader, to lead me through.
i'm looking for a lover, to hold me tight.
i'm looking for a traveler, to stroll along with me on the rocky road nor the winding road.
i'm looking for a story teller, to tell me the story of life itself.
i'm looking for a companion, to hold me tight while i'm sleeping next to him.
i'm looking for a hero, to take me to this journey of life together.
i'm looking for the bravest, to walk with me in the dark.
i'm looking for a listener, to listen the sound of the life.
i'm looking for a survivor, to help and keep me survive living in this cruel mean world.
i'm looking for a person, which sent from heaven above just for me.
i'm looking for an angel on earth, to take care of me.
i'm looking for a man, who is willing to build a family with me.
--
i'm looking for my other pair.
i'm looking for my other half.
The answer of my prayers, and his.
i'm looking for the ONE who needs me, like i need him.
--
i'm looking for you.

love,
bR

.Birthday of yours.

Do you have a dream?

Do you have a wish?

Do you have a hope?

---

If only i can make it all come true..to you.

Coz that is my wish on your birthday.

---

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MY BIG

---

Love,
bR

.R U M A H.

"Rumah bagiku adalah
Tempatku berteduh,
Tempatku berlindung,
Tempatku bersandar,
Tempatku berpulang.

Rumah adalah
Tempatku menaruh rindu,
Tempatku menaruh harap,
Tempatku menaruh mimpi,
Tempatku menaruh angan.

Rumah adalah
Tempatku merasakan damai,
Tempatku merasakan kasih,
Tempatku merasakan cinta,
Tempatku merasakan sayang.

Rumah adalah
Tempatku dan keluargaku.

Dan dirumahku ada kamu."

love,
bR

.wHat sHould i Do?.

When you are ....

.In your silence.
What should i do?

.In your loneliness.
What should i do?

.In your grieve.
What should i do?

.In your sadness.
What should i do?

.In your desperation.
What should i do?

.In your ignorance.
What should i do?

.In your lost.
What should i do?

What am i suppose to do, love?

love,
bR

.Cinta Lama.

Dearest: My Big
Here's to you..my love.


Cinta Lama - Dewi Sandra

Penuh dengan keindahan..Sejuta kenanganku padamu..
Tak kusangka masih ada, setitik rasa Cinta tersisa..
Kukira ku tak mungkin, tuk milikimu..
Cinta lama...Kau kembali..

Masa lalu diriku dan dirimu,
Kuterima apa adanya....

Sungguh, kau taklukkan hatiku.
Dalam kekuatan Cintamu..
Jika hati t'lah memilihmu, tak ada kata ragu..
Perjalanan Cinta..Cinta lama...
Ku kembali padamu.

Selamanya kisah kita ada,
Selamanya Cinta kita kembali bersama..

love,
bR

.Sama Tak Sama.

Semua terasa sama.
--
Detik-detik jarum jam..
Birunya langit di sore hari..
Hangatnya siang..
Gelapnya malam..
Hembusan angin di setiap helai rambut..
Hujan yang menenangkan..
Suara dunia di luar jendela..
Matahari terbenam..
Bulan yang menemami malam..
Bintang yang menghiasi langit..
Semua terasa sama.
--
Namun, tanpa adanya DIA disisi,
Semua TAK sama.
--
Bintang hanya berkelip.
Bulan hanya terang.
Matahari hanya menyilaukan.
Hujan hanya air.
Langit hanya atap.
--
Semua tak bermakna.
--
love, bR

.Big Girl.

I'm a Big Big girl
In a Big Big world
It's not a Big Big thing
if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen?
Why did it all have to end?

I have your arms around me
Ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...

I'm a Big Big girl
In a Big Big world
It's not a Big Big thing
if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

.Dunia kita.

"..karena tidak ada yang abadi di dunia ini..."

--
Hari ini kita berandai.
Berandai dan terus berandai.
Mimpi yang tinggi.
Harapan masa depan yang ingin digapai.
Kebersamaan umat manusia.
--
Dalam keheningannya ada harapan..
Dalam genggaman tangannya ada keyakinan..
Dalam tatapannya ada kenyamanan..
Dalam sentuhannya ada angan..
Dalam pelukannya ada janji..
Dalam jiwanya ada nafas kehidupan..
Dalam perkataannya ada perlindungan..
Dalam jalannya ada mimpi..
Dalam hatinya ada kasih..
Dalam tertawanya ada kebahagiaan..
Dalam senyumannya ada ketulusan..
Dalam pikirannya ada perjuangan..
Dalam kesendiriannya ada rindu..
Dalam kehidupannya ada semangat..
--
Kalau saja ada keabadian.
Kebersamaan keabadian dalam dunia.
Yang hanya ada K I T A.
Di bawah selimut tipis yang melingkupi kita.
Hidup di dunia milik kita,
dengan keberadaan keabadian.
--
Bukan di dunia ini dengan keabadian sementara.
--

love,
bR

Tips no. 104 . Agar Pria lebih Macho.

*Over the phone*

A : "Pengen ganti knalpot nih... biar suara motor gw lebih kenceng..."

B : "Mang yang skarang kecil banget suaranya??"

A : "Iya..suaranya kecil..jadi kadang orang yg dijalanan ga denger klo ada motor gw mau lewat.."

B : "Suaranya klo kegedean bukannya ganggu??? ganggu tetangga...orang banyak...??"

A : "Tapi keren klo suaranya gede... Biar makin Macho..."

*brruuuummmm...!!!* <---- suara menggelegar begini yang bisa bikin pria menjadi lebih Macho ???? *emang beda cara berpikir perempuan dan laki2..*

xoxo,
bR

.It's our 15 month.

Big !! happy 15 month to you and me..
Much love, Hugs and Kisses

love,
bR

.De mon cœur.

Où ês-tu mon amour?
Tu me manques, Big..
Je veux être près de chez tu.

Parfois je me demande, avez-tu pensé de moi?
Sommes-nous marcher sur le même chemin?

Je pense à tu tout le temps, Big.
Tout comme mon coeur bat pour tu..

Tu me manques beaucoup, mon amour...
Je'taime plus qi'hier, moins que demain..


Aimer,
bR