.: bRoKen :.

May 1st, 2009


..It is 2 minutes to midnight..

and I feel broken.


luv,
bR

.: Me vs My Boss :.

April 14th, 2009



[Boss] "Bren, please arrange my meeting with Mr. Zak from Silk Route in Dubai on Monday around 10 am, I just emailed you their phone number.inform me ASAP. "

[.bR.] "yes Sir."

-- Calling Mr. Zak in Dubai --

[Lady on the phone] "..meeting with Mr. Zak on Monday? Ok, I'll confirm to you via email as soon as I talk to Mr. Zak.."

[.bR.] "ok..thank you Miss.."

-- back to my chat room with Boss --

[.bR.] "Sir, I already called Silk Route, they will inform via email."

[Boss] "ok..thx bren.."

~~

MONDAY

~~

[Boss] "bren, I know I'm having a meeting today with Mr. Zak, but I forgot the time, what time I suppose to meet Zak??"

[.bR.] "10 am Sir " (He forgot??!!)

[Boss] "ok..thanks bren!"

after 10 minutes..

[Boss] "bren, I just realized I don't know their address... can you help me out?? its 9.30am here.."

[.bR.] (WHAT ?!?!?! ok .. try to calm down..) "ooh..I thought you've met him before...ok then, I'll call them now.."

-- Calling Silk Route about the address --

-- Got the address --

-- Back to chat with Boss --

[.bR.] typing..not even hit *send* yet.. "boss I already got..............."

-- Boss sign out --

SHIT !!!


Hastalavista Baby..
bR

.: The Other :.

April 11th, 2009

What could have happen with the heart?
When it flames to the other?

What could have happen with the heart?
When it distracted by the other?

What could have happen with the future?
When the other came?

What could have happen with the love?
When the other appears?

~~

..After all, we can't control someones heart.. can't we?..

bR

Introducing..New Heart..

NOT MINE

NOT YOURS

NOT EVEN OURS

bR

.: Let me Sign :.

March 27th, 2009

Broken she

Has her arms twisted
She's pointing at me

I'll stand, but I ain't coming
Over as she

She spoke with a voice that
Struck at the sky

She said,

"Come on over,
Bittersweet,

I'll wrap you in my arms."

And She said,
"Let me sign"

"Let me sign"


- Robert Pattinson -

.:Never Think:.

March 27th, 2009



I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul 

Save your soul
Before you are to far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So hold off
She should hold off
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's to far gone
And before nothing can be done
Cause without me
You got it all

So hold on
Without me you got it all


- Robert Pattinson -

.:Sunday Morning:.

March 22nd, 2009

Today I realized one thing...Running is not for me..

~~

My heart was racing..
I'm running out of time..I know somehow.
Hope has left me here. This time.
It happened.
I don't want to listen to what the heart tells me now..
I don't want to understand..
Logic seems the last thing I have in mind..right now..

~~

It hurts.
The pain won't go away while I was running.
"Is this the right path?"
Uncertainty has answered.
Suffocated in thin air, must be.

~~

.Running.

~~

I don't want to stop running..
I don't want to lose... I think.
I don't want to know what's in the next corner..
.I don't care.
It's today.

Get some...or lose some..

I have made up my mind...
Chasing what my heart's desire.

~~

Will I ever be running after today?
Will I ever let my heart tells me..
Will I ever listen?
Will I ever understand?

~~

Will I ever run?

Again?

bR

..F*cked up day..

March 8th, 2009


Hari ini bukan hari yang baik buat gw..
First... it has been 8 days since I heard my bf's voice..and it's been 21 days since the last time I saw my bf... trust me..it wasn't a good days lately...
Dan hari ini gw ribut ama tante2 Chinese gila di Mall Puri !! what a day ....!

Here's the situation..

Gw lagi ngantri beli minuman di Auntie Anne's Mall Puri..depan gw kira2 ada 6 orangan... lumayan tuh queue panjang jg..dan diblakang gw jg uda ada antrian.. by the time I reached the cashier counter, gw lg liat ke board atas dan baru aja mau pesen tiba2 ada tante2 di blakang gw dan tiba2 ngomong ke cashier guy,

"Yang almond satu ya.."
(tanpa rasa bersalah dan merasa giliran dy yg mesen..) abis itu dy bayar... gw diemin aja tuh..wkt dy trima kembalian gw blg gini,

"Ci, laen kali ngantri ya.."
(FYI, gw ngomong dengan nada pelan dan sopan..)

"Eh !! anak muda skarang kurang ajar yaa !!!! saya kan dilayanin sama dia!!! liat ga ?!?!"
(sambil nunjuk2 gw pake telunjuk dia...dan treak-treak bermaksud bikin malu gw..)

"Cii !!! liat ga lu berdiri dmana?!?!?!! liat ga depan lu ada orang ?!?! bisa liat ga ?!?!! yang kurang ajar syapa ?!?!!!?! lu yang nyelak !!!!!"
(gw langsung treak-treak lebih kenceng biar anaknya ama orang2 yg ngantri diblakang dy tau !! dan dy malu skalian !!)

"Dasar !! anak kurang ajar !!! bilang ga ngantri...bla bla bla.."
(langsung bawa anaknya pergi)

"Eh anjingg !!!!!! lu yang kurang ajar !!!! dulu disekolahin ga??!!! ngantri dong !! anjiing !!"
(That auntie is a real bitch !!!)

For oldies out there !!!! FYI, bukan selalu yang tua yg benar...bukan kta yang muda yang selalu kurang ajar !!!! bisa bedain dong mana yg bener mana yang salah...!!! (klo emang tadi dy tetep ributin dsana pasti gw tonjok !!! )
Gw emang kasar... dan gw ga nyesel uda treakin dy dengan kata2 kasar.. i dont care what people say ... buat gw yang namanya ngantri ya ngantri... tunggu gilirannya.. dy yang duluan treak2 sambil nunjuk2 ... syapa yg kurang ajar ?!?!?! Semua orang yg berdiri diblakang dy juga ngantri kok !! semua tau klo ngantri ada gilirannya !! jangan berasa klo yang tua yg slalu benar dan bisa marahin yang muda seenaknya... seharusnya yg tua yg tau diri...dan tau mana yg salah dan benar... klo dy ngerasa bener, ributin aja skalian..ga usah pergi dari TKP... !! Gw diajarin orang tua gw untuk minta maaf klo kta berbuat salah dan pertahanin yang bener klo kta berbuat bener...

Ini masalah kecil ! klo dy sadar dy salah dan uda nyelak, tinggal bilang sorry waktu gw negur dy..ga bakalan lah gw treak2in dy...setiap orang punya emosi...klo dy ga peduli treak2 dan asal nunjuk2 orang, gw juga akan melakukan hal yg sama..ga perduli dy tua ato muda...
klo dipikir2 lagi bener2 bikin marah tuh tante2...anaknya aja diem aja ga mau belain dy !! Dan gw sama skali ga ngerasa salah sampe skarang...karena gw ngantri !! dy ngantri..!! tapi nyelak pas sampe kasir..T-A-I bgt kan tuh orang???


and I'm fierce !!!
bR

+ Incentive !!

February 27th, 2009


..lagi asik-asik Input sales order (yaa..sebenarnya ga asik sihh.. T.T so lame ...) tiba-tiba...

Yuning : "woi woi !!! kita gajian hari ini!! Ayo-ayo !! coba di check apakah kita bulan ini naik gaji??!!" (dy treak di ruangan kantor..)

Gw liat tanggalan... NAH !! pas tgl 27 hari jumat..krn 28 kan sabtu... trus gw telpon ke Bank Ekonomi .....komputer dengan jenis kelamin perempuan yg jawab...setelah gw ikut petunjuk dy, buntutnya dy bilang gini...

Si Komputer betina : "Jumlah uang yang saat ini bisa anda keluarkan adalah bla bla bla bla" (ga enak dong klo disebutin jumlahnye disini..)

trus gw bingung..!!! kok nambah ya?!?!?! waaaahh!!!! gw naik gaji neeh !!!!....gw diem2 aja tuh...tetep pasang muka lempeng...biar ga ada yg tau gw nae gaji... krn yg laen jg diem2 aja...

-- 5 menit berselang....

..kriiiiinnggg.. <--telpon meja gw bunyi (telponya ga bunyi senyaring ini, tp yg namanya suara bunyi telpon ya mau ga mau bunyinya kriing..lanjut.)

Gw: "Halo...?"

Perempuan : "Hallo bren"

Gw: "iya..dari mana ya?"

Perempuan: "Ini mba Murni..!" <-- bagian personalia..Finance juga..HRD juga...ga jelas dy ngapain..seinget gw ada 2 boneka Guinea Pig berbulu panda diatas computer screen dy..dan dua2nya kelihatan buluk..dan komentar ini gw sadari ga penting...lanjut..

Gw: "oh ya Mba Murni ada apa ya?" (shit! jgn blg gaji gw salah!! dan dy minta balikin sisa uang kelebihan itu !! CRAP !!)

Mba Murni: "Ohh aku mau ngasih tau aja..bulan February ini kamu kan masuk terus selama 1 bulan..dan ga pernah telat..jadi kamu uda mulai dapet INCENTIVE...tp klo kamu telat masuk 1 hari ya dipotong 50ribu..jadi 1 kali telat harganya 50ribu..uda ngerti ya bren?..hallo.. hallo brenna??"

Gw: "oh iya mba...iya saya ngerti..makasih ya mba.." (crap! gw pikir gw nae gaji...tp gpp lah..gw ga mau telat !! gw mau dapet tuh yg namanya INCENTIVE..!! semangattt !!)

Mba Murni : "iya bren, kamu kan blom satu tahun disini, jadi klo kamu cuti, nanti ada biaya yg dipotong jg dari incentive kamu...gtu.."

Gw: "ok mba..makasih ya.." (ok !! no more cuti2 !! demi masa depan cerah!!!)

at last...gw terima my very first incentive...seneng !!!

bR

.:My own E71:.

February 22nd, 2009


CHRISTMAS come wwaayy early this year !!! I got my self a celly !!
Yep yep..my own E71 white steel !! yeeaahh baby !!!

Kerasa bgt lho klo bayarnya pake hasil jerih payah keringet dan hasil tulang-tulang gw yang gw banting-banting... It worth a lot..

Thank you Lord, for making my wish come true..
bR

.:Another day, another story:.

February 14th, 2009 (yes..another post on val's day..)


What if..

I'm not deciding to cut my hair today..
I'm not talking on the phone with him last night..
I'm not meeting him today..

~~

Maybe..

Everything's gonna be Okay..
or
Is it already destined to be complicated like now?
or
I really should not meet him today.. so he'll be fine and I'll be fine..
or not?


but at the end I realized one thing..
All of this St. Valentine celebration a.k.a valentine's day thing are really not my kinda stuff..
Let's say... he (The Saint Val's) and I are not making a good pair..never had..

so I'm wishing ya'll a happy fu*klentine's day !!! yiihaaww !!
bR

.:Valentine's:.

February 14th, 2009


Funny how I feel when we're talking bout Valentine's day.. especially this year..
Some say, Valentines day is the day we celebrate L O V E..
Some say, Valentines day is the day we show how "lover" we are to our love ones..
But I find it hard for me to seek L O V E for those who really needs..
I post a tag on my YM and MSN.. it goes like this,

..Cupid must be very busy today..

Yes, I think Cupids are busy arrowing those teenagers whose having a puppy love... instead of visiting kids in Palestine..

~~

I met Big today..on Val's day...
He don't celebrate Val's day for his own reason...
While I got mine..

~~

How can I celebrate L O V E when people and kids out there are reaching for it?
How can I celebrate L O V E when others are begging for it?
How can I celebrate L O V E when kids are searching for it?
How can I celebrate L O V E when people still questioning "where is the LOVE?" ??

~~

How can WE celebrate L O V E when others are suffering from it?

love,
bR

.:Our 19th:.

February 3rd, 2009

Big, today is our 19 months anniversary

I pray to God, to bless us, your work, your study, your health and you family

I know it has been a rough days lately.. but lets keep in faith!

love,
bR

.BBB. [Bukan Bau Biasa]

February 1st, 2009

Gw bukan termasuk orang yang wangi'nya semerbak..yang kalo orangnya blom sampe ato blom kliatan tapi bau nyong-nyong'nya uda kecium.. gw bukan mereka!! (Thank you to Victoria Secret's Body Mist... you saved my life.. so far no one complaints..hopefully will never do..Amen..) Tapi disini gw bukan mau ngebahas tentang si nyong-nyong...melainkan bau si wanita sejati.. (tttssaaahhh..!!! bahasa gw....) gw ga bermaksud lebay, tapi ini kenyataan yang selama ini menghinggap di kehidupan gw semenjak 4 bulan terakhir.. penciuman gw agak sedikit terkontaminasi belakangan ini... *dammit! padahal awalnya gw cuma menghirup sgala sesuatu yang harum..Ooh betapa nistanya dunia ini..yuu lanjuttt..*

~~

Pertama kali gw ketemu sosok wanita ini, suara ini yang tiba2 menggema di dalam pikiran gw dan berteriak kencang dengan sendirinya..

"B, jangan kau salahkan ibunda'nya mengandung!!" *OH CRAP !! gw serasa digampar*

... sigh.. Sebenarnya, dia bukannya tak cantik.. dia bukannya tak baik hati, dia bukannya tak Friendly.. dia semua itu!! tapi sayang, dia..... hmm.. dia... (gw lagi cari bahasa yang sedikit diplomatis)..hmm.. dia itu salah satu manusia penyandang dan pemilik BBB... BUKAN BAU BIASA.. naahh !! there!! I've said it !!

(aaaahhhh !!!! gak adil..!! udara ini milik dunia !!! bukan miliknya yang bisa dicemar sesuka hati !!!* <--- mungkin ini terlalu dramatis dan lebay..tapi apa daya ... asupan O2 itu seperti tercampur belerang... yang berasal hanya dari seorang wanita saja... ck ck ck gak habis pikir...) ~~ Pertanyaan gw adalah...

Ciek !* "Apakah bau tubuh atau raga manusia semua berasal dari lipatan kecil yg ada di lengan kita a.k.a KETEK ???"

Duo !* "Apakah manusia yang bertubuh "tambun" lebih mengeluarkan be'bauan yang tak karuan, dibandingkan manusia bertubuh "singset" ???" (shit! it's time for me to get a diet if ya'll say Aye!)

Tigo !* "Mengapa ada yang pagi2'nya sudah mandi namun tetap mengeluarkan bau? padahal jam baru menunjukkan pukul 10.30am ???"

Ampek !* "Adakah korelasi antara rumah kotor tak terurus dengan bau badan??*

Limo !* "Apakah si pemilik bau dapat mencium be'bauan yang hinggap pada tubuhnya sendiri??"

~~

I don't mind her being filthy or disgust.. But I mind her smell !!!
*Holly Molly !!! she got one heck of a smell!!! I don't know where those smell comes from whether it's from her armpit nor her hair or body.. I don't wanna hurt her feelin' tho'.. But Crap !! I need sum air to breathe!! ..hosh..hosh..hosh..sorry my friend..*

Dia bukannya tak memiliki minyak wangi... dia punya !!! cuma gw ragu-ragu dia tau fungsinya.. hati dan pikiran gw slalu bergejolak kalo ada dia.. hasratku ingin katakan padanya, "Hay teman, semprotlah minyak wangi itu ke tubuhmu, janganlah sekali-kali kau minum atau kau hirup saja wanginya dari hidungmu..karena tak akan ampuh untuk menutupi *harum* tubuhmu itu.."

Wangi'nya itu terlalu semerbak... gw ga bermaksud lebay (sekali lagi gw tekankan...) tapi pernah suatu saat gw lagi tepat berada disebelahnya... terhiruplah aroma kenisataan itu.. dan dibawa'lah gw ke dunia yang lain...sepersekian detik gw ngerasain *out of body experience*.. yang ujung-ujugnya mengakibatkan gw merasakan apa yang sebenarnya diartikan kelenger dan semaput.. Ooohhh... hilang sudah rasa lapar ini... tak ada lagi rasa lapar dan nafsu sandang siang itu... *sial, padahal sayur'nya lagi enak..*

"Hay teman, dahsyat benar wangi yang berasal dari 2 lipatan kecil di kedua lenganmu itu.."

~~

FYI, gambar "poo-poo" diatas bukan menggambarkan wangi tubuh dia seperti itu.. it's just a metaphore..

~~

Apakah pertemanan dapat dibatasi hanya oleh bau dan standard kejorokan seseorang??

~~

I don't think so... menurut gw, sebagai teman kta bisa dengan berbagai cara menegur untuk kebaikan diri dia sendiri...dan tetap berteman (persahabatan bagai kepompong..mengubah ulat..........oh, maaf maaf gw tiba2 jd pengen nyanyi lagu kepompong...) gw sama sekali TIDAK BERMAKSUD menjelekkan dia dengan adanya gw nulis blog ini..melainkan berbagi pengalaman dan pembelajaran dalam hidup.. (aaiiihh bahasa gw ga banget...) dan menginginkan yang terbaik buat teman gw itu...

Tapi ada satu pelajaran dan hikmah yang bisa gw ambil dari teman gw ini..

"Kalau tidak pandai berteman atau bergaul, rajin-rajinlah mandi dan pastikan badanmu wangi."

love,
bR

Catatan kaki:
Ciek* --> artinya Satu, dalam bahasa Padang.
Duo* --> artinya Dua, dalam bahasa Padang.
Tigo* --> artinya Tiga, dalam bahasa Padang.
Ampek* --> artinya Empat, dalam bahasa Padang.
Limo* --> artinya Lima, dalam bahasa Padang.

Dear Jesus #3 : I miss you, Grandma

February 4th, 2009


.. Are you really gone? ..

Ternyata kehilangan orang yang kita sayang itu kadang reaksinya beda-beda... Gw masih sering ngerasa belum biasa akan ketidakberadaan nenek gw.. Although gw sangat menyadari kepergian dia ke sisi Tuhan..tapi gw kadang couldn't believe that she's really gone.. for forever...

Lord Jesus, please tell Grandma that she dont have to be worried about Grandpa..coz he's doing fine.. but please tell her that he misses her a lot, especially her voice (Grandpa told me so..) oh! tell her i miss her too.. So thank You Lord.. and please bless Grandpa, so he won't be so sad no more..

love,
bR

Dear Jesus #2 : Rest in Peace, Grandma..

January 29th, 2009 - Thursday

"It's the beginning it's not the end, but things will never be the same again"

Some people say "If you wanna cheat, cheat death!!"
But still, God is the one that created us humans, so He WILL take us back..ONE DAY.
--
It was the first day of Chinese New Year Celebration.. January 26th, 2009.
Me and my family gathered round at the hospital to visit my Grandma.. and when I was there, I saw my Grandpa was sitting at the ICU waiting room, in tears.. and I asked him, "Grandpa, is everything's OK??" and he replied, "The doctor said Grandma's condition's got worse today.."
--
and so it happened..
--
She died that day.. on January 26th 2009 at 4.45 pm.. with her 3 daughters, 2 grand daughters and a husband standing and witness it all..

..Grandma, may you rest in peace with Jesus Christ in heaven.. We will remember you and love you always..

love,
bR

..Happy Birthday Mommy..

January 15th, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY !!!

We Love you !!

Dear Jesus #1 : Grandma's Surgery

Saturday, January 10th 2009



I woke up this morning at 07.30am.. I found my self alone with my maid.. My mom and dad went to the hospital early in the morning..at 5.00am..after getting a phone call from my aunt..
Grandma was having a seizure at 4.00am and in a coma since then..the blood vein on her brain burst for one more time.. this is the 3rd vein that burst. The first one happened 3 years ago when she lived in New York, the 2nd happened a week ago..
--
I was rushed and hurry went to Big's by taking a bus.. and it was raining.. *great* !! so me and Big went to hospital together and meet my family..
--
Grandma is still in coma when I arrive at the hospital..her upper body is paralyzed..she couldn't open her eyes or move her hands..but she can hear us and move her feet in a small gesture..later today she's having a MSCT Scan for her brain, apparently inside her brain now got water or some kind of a liquid, besides those bloods that filled her brain.. This water could be dangerous to her brain, because the water has filled the oxygen supply for her brain..The doctors suggests a surgery for her..the surgery itself took half an hour to one hour..
--
So later in the afternoon Grandma was having a brain surgery.. The doctors drilled a small hole on her skull and put a small kinda straw to make the water and the blood came out from her brain..they have to shaved all of my grandma's hair for this surgery..
--
When I sat down on the ICU waiting area, I saw my grandpa..He was sitting there in silence..
He looked calm tho'..but everyone could see sadness in his eyes.. He's not young for himself.. he's already 81 years old..but today, he was surrounding by all of his 6 childrens and other realtives..at one moment he spoke to my mom.. He told us not to worry too much..because grandma was in good hands..and we can't predict how ones life can turn out to be..he told us to let go everything, because God has planned all this and will give the best for the rest of us.. All we can do right now is pray for her..
--
Lord Jesus, please hear our prayers..

love,
bR

..New Day..Big Hope!!..

Friday, January 9th, 2009


Grandma has turned better since yesterday.. They moved her to different room which is HCU (High Care Unit), one patient per room with 24 hours nurse controlling inside the room.. She looks in a good shape tonight when I visited her with mom and dad..
I showed her lots of pictures, so she could see her grand grandchildren and whether she can remember..and she did remember! it's a very good sign..
--
She was talking loud as usual and she got much better.. if she got better day by day, she might be out from the hospital on Monday.. *keep my fingers crossing*.. God bless you Grandma..

love,
bR

..It is Love..

Tuesday, January 6th, 2009


I went to visit my grandma today at the hospital.. I went inside the ICU with my grandpa and my auntie Felicia..and I saw my grandpa was holding my grandma's hand.. and he said, "Where's your ring?!" and my grandma said, "I took it off and left it at home.." but my aunt said, "No, I'm the one who took it off your fingers the moment you got in the Emergency Room.." and again my grandma replied, "I remembered I took it off and left it at home..!!"
My grandpa didn't say anything..he kept holding her hand while looking at me and whispering to me, "She forgot.." , I smiled at him..that's all I can do..it's the medicine and the disease that cause her forgot things and having a weird dreams..
--
Yesterday on December 5th, she was dreaming..she said she met Lord Jesus..He was smiling and waving to lots of people beneath Him..and my grandma was waving at Him too.. later that night, she was dreaming my grand auntie who died several years ago..
--
Lord Jesus, are You giving us a sign ??
--
Back to Dec 6th, that day in the ICU room, I looked at my grandpa and my grandma..they both looked inseparable..even they didn't talk much, but I can see the look of LOVE in their eyes..especially when grandpa looking at her.. and that time I was thinking *So this is what they called true love* and I'm very grateful that I can witness that true great love..
--
Just came back from the hospital and stay at grandpa's.. later that night, I was on the phone with Big when my grandpa give a pat on my shoulder and says, "Today is my 59th wedding anniversary with your grandma..." and i jumped up from my bed, looked at him and said, "It's today?!?!" , and he said again in smile, "It's only our 59th years..next year will be our 60th wedding anniversary.." and I was like *WOW!! what a Golden marriage couple* ..
--
My Lord Jesus, will they celebrate their 60th wedding anniversary together?

love,
bR

From Airport to Hospital

January 3rd, 2009

Third day in 2009 .. not a very good day so far..
--
Big came over to my place..grab a bite at Mc D and off to the airport to pick up dad from Spore.. the plane got delayed for one and a half hours in Batam..
Big and i was waiting at the Terminal I waiving area..
--
then i was thinking..
That the true happiness isn't about the things we got in our hands..isn't all about the cash we made, not for the things what we have back home..all the things we thought it was our treasure..but it is not..
It's the memories we got with the people we love..our family..our friends..that makes it a pure happiness..the time we share with the people we love..the bonding..the connection..the relations that means happiness...the events or occasions that means a lot..it stays in our heart..
but money / cash can't stay in our heart..so i didn't think that money can be a reason to a happiness.. for me, it's a supporting material in live..
--
and the shit has hit the fan
--
at 8.30 pm my Aunt Felicia called in sobbed.. my Grandma was sick..they're taking her to the hospital..she's having this Brain Aneurysm disease..the blood vein in her brain was burst, so it bleeds and the blood has filled her brain..
--
so i went to the hospital with dad in rush and the rest of my aunts was there..Grandma was having a great headache and vomiting a lot.. these are the symptoms of Brain Aneurysm.. *for those whose likely having a headache all the time, its time for you to have a check..because brain Aneurysm can occur in people off all ages, but are most commonly detected in those ages 35 to 60. But women are actually more likely to get a brain Aneurysm then men, with ratio of 3:2*
that night, Grandma was moved to ICU room (Intensive Care Unit) for her treatment.. and tonight I stays at my Grandpa's to accompany him..
--
Lord Jesus, please bless my Grandma..

bR

It's 2009 !!

January 1, 2009
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R ! ! !
It's a brand new day !!
A brand new empty cups to fill in with the best memories and events in my life..!! here's the first moments to fill in..
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Today Big's family came over..we're having lunch together at Ampera, BSD restaurant.. then we're off to Mekar Sari, Cileungsi - Bogor.. Off we go !!!
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and we got LOST !!! XD
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we're in the middle of nowhere !! in a small woods, narrow winding roads heads to only-God-knows-where, we're trap in small village..*great*
we followed the road and try to reach the end of it so we could find out where we are..*at least a lil' direction will help a lot*
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Guess what..we came out in Bekasi Timur..!!! *great* not even a small sign that direct us to Mekar Sari..!! so we got back to the highway and straight to BSD..!! having Pork Ribs and Pork Satay in Pasar Modern...
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Today has been great, even we spends half of the day in the car..and God has blessed our lil' trip..

HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL !!!

love,
bR

Last day in 2008

December 31, 2008


Today is the last day of 2008..
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i cant believe i'm still working today..but i got off from work at 12 noon and Big was picking me up from the office and straight back to his place..
We're having a BBQ party and lights some fire cracker and fire works..!!
No trumpet tho' .. but we got a great time..
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Miss my family so much .. this new year has been a lil' bit awkward for me..
for the first time i spend New years with my bf's family..and it was fun..!! they're so welcome and warm..Reminds me for my family in Spore.. *hiks*
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So we're playing fire crackers n fire works then BBQ'ing untill 1 am..!!
and i got home at 2am..-Thank you my Big and his Bro Idang for sending me home so late- *wink*
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so what is in 2009??
i wonder...

Thank you Lord Jesus, for giving me the best of 2008 in my life.. the best family, the best bf, the best friends i got, the best moments in my life, the great job and 2008 has been a great year !!

love,
bR

..ChRisTmas..

I'm back..!! haven't been writing bout my Christmas... so,

MERRY CHRISTMAS ya'll !! and have a great NEW YEAR too !!
cant believe it's almost 2009.. what are ya'll doing on your Christmas??

Mine was great tho'..went hunting for PSP for my nephew.. with my dad and Big..
The great thing is, on Christmas day i spent my day with two people i love the most..

Thank You Lord Jesus...and Happy birthday to You My Jesus..

xoxo,
bR

.:Happy Mother's Day, Mommy:.

There will be no enough space on papers, or even in this world..to describes your kindness, your understanding, your patience, your guidance, your supports, your protections, your caring, your tenderness, your prayers, your unconditional LOVE..

Thank You Jesus,
for given me the best Mommy !! in my life.

..I LOVE YOU Mom..

Thank you Mommy..
.For everything.

love,
bR

.BUSH Ducking on shoes ATTACK.

December 14th 2008

A new History was made today..

Can you imagine the "almighty" US President was hit by shoes?? He ducks.. *unfortunately*

So Bush was on his stop-off in Iraq and in the opening of press conference with the Iraqi Prime Minister Nuri al-Maliki at Salam Palace, when this brave journalist took his shoes off and throws them at Bush..!! nice move fella !!

Here it is..enjoy !!

I wonder what will happened IF the shoes really hit him TWICE.. *Bush got lucky this time*
For you guys out there who always wanted to throws shoes at Bush, here's your chance..!! lets throws some shoes at Bush!! hahaha click this --> HIT BUSH!!

Now Al-Zeidi *the brave Iraqi journalist* was caught and jailed, but thousands of Iraqi lawyers wanted to get him out from jail. The great news is he's the new HERO in Iraq.

I hope no one will throw shoes on Obama..

love,
bR

.G.R.A.D.U.A.T.I.O.N.

December 15th, 2008, The Ritz Carlton - Kuningan Hotel, Jakarta

Brenna Mei Rusli Wong S.si

I finally GRADUATE !!!

Today is one of the most happiest day in my life!!! i finally did it!! i finally finish my formal educations..Mom, Dad..Thank you for the timeless support and prays for me all the time..
Thank you for being the best parent.

To all my friends at The London School of Public Relations - Jakarta, especially to all of my classmates in class 8 -1a and MKT 8-1c..
My friends, thank you for all the joys, the unforgettable stories, the bond that we have, the time we shared in sadness and happy times. Thank you for being there with me.
Thank you for the fabulous friendship that we built together..
Thank you for letting me be part of these friendship..
Thank you for the fabulous and precious moments that we've shared together..

So let our friendship be forever, my friends.

Thank you for:
My whole family - Mom, Dad, Sis, Bro, Bro Peter, Craig, Wade, Aunt Felicia, Grandma & Grandpa; for the support, love and faith in me.
My Big and The Chandranugitos - for your understanding, the time you've spent with me, your support and prayers. Thank you for coming to my graduation ceremony.ILU.

ALMAMATER HYMN

Years that past through time
We're still one of the best
Where education and friendship are the soul
Remaining strong for just everyone of us
We always try to be better at LSPR
All for one at LSPR
The London School of Public Relations

love,
bR

.My dream Christmas wish list.

- Snow Globe -

- Snowy Christmas-

- Christmas with my BIG -

- Black Diamond -

- a black Vespa -

- Black E71 hand phone -

- Chirstian Loubotin shoes -

- My own Giraffe -

- a black Christmas tree -

*because i am a BIG dreamer .. * ^^

xoxo,
bR

.Kepiting ASAP : BUY 1 GET 1.

TKP (Tempat Kejadian Perkara) : RASANE (KEPITING ASAP)

Menu makan malam hari ini untuk 3 orang:
1 Kepiting Asap (jantan biasa a.k.a tanpa telor dan bukan jumbo)
1 Buncis Oat <--- keras banget nih buncis.. 1 Ikan Gurame Goreng Kering 3 Nasi putih 2 Es teh tawar 1 Es Jeruk Kelapa Muda *setelah makan 15 menit..tau2 tuh kepiting uda abis..*

Dad: "panggil kepiting 1 lagi yu..??"
Mom: "rada kenyang jg sih..tapi nanggung..lu mau ga ??" (sambil liatin gw..)
Me: "boleh..!! hajarrr bleh !!"
Dad: "skalian deh sama Es teh tawar 1 lagi.."

+/- 5 menit kemudian..datanglah es teh tawar dan si kepiting asap ronde ke 2 di meja 4 resto ini..

Mom : (ngomong ke gw) "inget ama kebaya lu yaa..jangan tar ga bs pake pas fitting.."
Me : "iye..iye.." (padahal neh perut uda rada penuh ... tp apa daya, kasian kepitingnya..uda tewas, klo ga dimakan makin kasian..merasa rada maruk sih..)

Bokap akhirnya ke meja kasir..abis bayar langsung ke parkiran, tanpa nyamperin meja lg..

Mom : "lha!! si papa uda duluan...!!"
Me : "yaaa gw kan masi mau minum...ya udah lah.."
(me n my emak buru2 nyamperin bokap ke mobil..)

--di mobil--
Dad : "lu pada nae ke mobil lama amat sih??"
Me : "papa aje yg buru2..gw kan masi mau minum.."
Dad : "masalahnya si kasir cuma ngitung kepiting kita 1..yg tambahan kepiting ama es teh tawar yg trakhir ga keitung..jadi kta td makan cuma 170 ribu.."

*Mommy's panic mode ON*
Mom : "haaa??!?!?! mana receipt'nya ??.. *lg dy liat2, gw jg kepo ikutan liat dr bangku penumpang blakang..* iih beneran lho...gratis!!! 1 kepiting plus 1 es teh tawar..!!"
Me : "yaa..salah tuh kasir ama tuh waitress brarti.."
Mom : "mereka tau gak ya klo kta ga bayar..??? perasaan mami ga enak nih.."
Dad : "pastilah !! paling2 tar kta di cegat pas kita muter lewat pintu depannya.."
Mom : "hah ??? serius ah !!"

*mak gw mulai halusinasi nih kayanya...her panic mode ON makin gawat..*
(pas lagi mau muter tiba2 ada orang nyebrang..pas depan mobil gw..)

Mom : "tuh kan!! tuh kan !! kta dicegat disuruh bayar..!!!"(panic abis mak gw..)
Me and Dad : "HAHAHAHAHA...!!!!" (LOL)

*pas lewatin depan restoran, bokap buka kaca mobil dan treak kenceng..*
Dad : "woy !! meja 4 dapet gratis kepiting asap sama es teh tawar..!!!!!!"
*mak gw berusaha menenggelamkan diri di kursi penumpang depan...*

What a great dinner with a great family...
Note for the Restaurant: I'm Sorry... *oops*
Thank You Lord Jesus for the foods (and the bill) we had today..please bless the chef, the waitresses, especially the free crab...Amen..

love,
bR

.Wake up, Love !!.

.December 3rd 2008.
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07.00 am - Good morning !!!
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Wake up in love my Big... on our 17 months together..

I made my wish..

..to pursue our future together...our dream..

May God bless us abundantly..

love,
bR