11.7.09

.: TWENTY.FOUR :.

May 30th 2009


24.
That's a lot of numbers. I can't believe how fast the time as passed.

Is it my time to grow up? because I never put myself into an "adult phase".. should I start thinking 'bout participating?? like right now, maybe ??? or just being a "young adult", maybe??

At some point I agree with Britney Spears..I still feels like I'm in a *not a girl..not yet a woman* phase....so am I actually too scared to face this cynical world with this whole mature-adult-grown up way to think and solve the problems?? or am I just too afraid to grow up??

The idea just come up in my mind...that I don't wanna grow up too fast.. or just don't wanna grow up... at this situation I really really really hope that I make friends with Peter Pan.. So where are you Peter Pan??? can you help me??

Yes!! I'm so afraid to grow up... I'm afraid to have all of these experiences and big steps that I have to take to move on and survive in this cruel world...
Or maybe I just wait and see where the chips may fall?? and follow where the wind blows?? I guess I have to face my own adult-grown up world and explore it myself..

At this moment I really hope that life isn't so complicated as I've imagined..
I guess I have to work hard for being an adult..or young adult which sounds way better..

.bR.