Sand and Relationship

So it is true..
that relationship (or even love) is like a sand in a hand..
can't squeeze 'em too tight..
or holding it too loose..

so are you holding it to tight?
or is it even too loose?

xoxo,
bR

wHat iF ??

WHAT if..

Your best friend have a crush on the person you crush on too??

WHAT if..

The person you like also like your best friend??

WHAT if..

This *love-scandal-drama* happens to YOU??

xoxo,
bR

230708 - 23:35

..Big..

Where are you today???

i'm waiting..

love,
bR

Perjalanan panjang itu...

Ini yang terjadi..

Dari BSD nae Trans BSD ke Busway Harmoni..nae yg arah Pulogadung..
turun di halte Cempaka Timur..nae Kopaja 03 turun di Trisakti kampus F..(WTF) *sigh*
lanjuuuttt... bimbingan ga sampe 1/2 jam !! disuruh balik lagi ke cempaka putih RABU ini..*tae lha*..lanjut nae 03 lagi ke halte busway.. turun di Sawah besar, makan MC D yg harganya uda naik !! lanjut balik lagi ke busway HARMONI... nae lagi ke arah Blok M..turun di Halte Masjid Agung.. ke Telkom, dan ternyata orang yg mau gw ketemuin GA ADA DITEMPAT...!! lanjut lagi!! nae busway ke Ratu Plaza..nunggu Trans BSD 1/2 jam.. sampe bus udah penuh..STANDING all the way dari ratu plaza sampe BSD.. *batin sudah menggila*

akhir ceritanya jempol kaki pada kapalan.. uang hari ini habis Rp 86.000,-

apalah arti hidup tanpa perjuangan dan penderitaan?? *tapi kayanya yg ini uda keterlaluan*

xoxo,
bR

Korelasi antara ML dan NgupiL

Berikut adalah pertanyaan yg dijawab oleh ahli

1. Apakah benar ML (Make Love) itu enak??

= Sensasinya kurang lebih sama ketika kita sedang ngupil..

2. Kenapa perempuan lebih menikmatinya?

= Waktu ngupil, yang kerasa enak kan hidungnya..bukan jarinya..ya kan?

3. Kenapa perempuan benci dan menolak untuk diperkosa??

= Apakah anda senang kalau ada orang asing mengupili hidung anda pake jari dia??!!??

4. Kenapa perempuan menolak dan tidak bisa ML jika sedang datang bulan??

= Saat hidung sedang berdarah (mimisan) apakah masi ada gairah / keinginan untuk mengupil??

5. Katanya, semakin banyak sperma laki-laki yang keluar saat orgasme, semakin besar kenikmatannya..Apakah itu benar??

= Semakin besar upil yang didapat saat mengupil, anda semakin puas kan???

6. OK, pertanyaan terakhir.. Kenapa cowo ga suka pakai kondom saat ML ??

= Apakah anda suka ngupil pake sarung tangan??

Bagaimana jika menurut anda para pembaca??

xoxo
bR

WHY OH WHY ??

WHY bad things always happens to GOOD people??

WHY ??

xoxo,
bR

His NeW giRL fRiend !!

..ini CEWE baru'nya BiG..

Bajaj - Black Pulsar 200cc

kliatannya saingan yang berat..

love,
bR

giRLs niTe ouT

this is US.. try to have sum fun...
well..that day was FUN alrite...
hit the club for awhile... *means real..just awhile..*

next time..??
hmmm.. i wonder .. ^^

xoxo,
bR

..huuhh..malass..

Uda kelar buat SPSS malah makin males kelarin skripsinya..

sungguh..Testis yang melelahkan...

eh..!! maksudnya Thesis..

xoxo,
bR

Beeyotch..!!

here’s to someone i know..

“..dont judge the book by its cover..” well..apparently, shite happens..B’cos we’re only human being with our cruel way of thinking and always makes this lil’ asumptions on evry lil’ things..just like how we judge the person next to us for the first time..

*sigh* ..drama..drama..wat a pathetic life story we all have..

including ME..cant believe i’m dealing with this queen bee’otch..who's f*ing annoying..! oh c’mon girl.. u might FAKE ur personality to ur BF there.. but u dont have to FAKE ur smiles and laugh...!! let me tell ya lady, i knew you since forever.. so i know who you really are..and i cant believe you’re living a double life here..so my friend, r u enjoying dat?

u got the bf u want..and now still looking for some “boy toy” to play with.. wat else is it u want?? All the living man crawling over you?? Haha i saw that flirty actions u did gurl..and dat wasnt a good move..not even close..

sumtimes i feel sorry for ur bf..wish he wld know the real you one day..

and i wish you cld stop living ur double life and wake up to reality.. just like 3 yrs ago when i met u for the first time.. when ur not yet a beeyotch.. Ooops!

xoxo,
bR

Waiting

I am waiting..

To the uncertain time of future..

Leaving all of them..

And Him..

with blurry night.

But will he wait?

and lead me to another journey of life?

will you wait?

..wait for me..

love,
bR

..MinGGu yang SePi..

... sepi banget dirumah ...

mau ngerjain skripsi..ga ada semangat..
mau ngerjain skripsi..mandek di SPSS..
punya sih SPSS..tapi ada di laptop..
tapi laptop lagi dibawa sama bokap..
dan bokap lg di RIAU..
pulangnya akhir bulan July..
sedangkan submit skripsi tgl 27 July..

GIMANA INI ??!!!??
(sambil garuk2 rambut dengan semangat)

ada yang bisa bantuin buat SPSS ??

xoxo,
bR

..Teman Baru Saya..

Perkenalkan teman baru saya...
Namanya KeRak TeLoR..
Rumahnya di Kemayoran..
GauLnya di JAkaRta FaiR..
Orang'nya seru..
Suka Serundeng..
Bawang goREng..
Garem dikit..
Ga ketinggalan Abon..
Makin dikipas dy makin HOT..
tapi harga dirinya cukup tinggi..
Hingga Rp 15.000 seporsi di dlm area PRJ..

BFF yaa.. ^^

xoxo,
bR

..dari Temen jadi Demen..

Berawal dari temen SD dari kelas 4..sampe SMP 3..
trus PDKT taon 2005..jadiannya 2007..
lama jg ya BiG..hehehe

BiG !! we can do this!! lets hope we never stop counting our anniversary aight?!!
and let GOD bless our relationship ..

love,
bR

..Happy 1st Anniversarry..

FINALLY...me and my BIG already 1 year together...
hhmm..take a look at that cake...isnt it corny with dat tiny heart shape?? hahaha
At least i made that my self !! my very first cake (which is edible..)
Well..Big said, "hmm..its nice.." (part of me believe that he's saying this only for comforting me..So..hopefuly i was wrong..) ;P wat can i say..the cake was an instant one.. just add 3 eggs, butter and water..VOILA !!

Wat u guys doin on ur first anniversary?? mine was watching movie - Hancock - then get dinner at my house..with that chocolate cake for dessert.. how bout urs??

love,
bR

STUPID GiRL..

Gimana caranya seseorang ngukur Cinta??
Diukur dari perhatian dy ke kita?? dari perbuatan dy ke kita? dari mana??
Cinta itu tumbuh dari mana sih?? datengnya dari mana??
Org bilang klo uda Cinta apa2 ga penting lg..makanya ada sebutan "LOVE IS BLIND"
Tapi buat gw yg buta itu ORANGNYA..bukan si Cinta..
Knapa yg berbuat salah itu orangnya tapi malah nyalahin Cintanya??.. ga masuk akal..!!
Gmana kita bisa tetep CINTA klo jelas2 kta disiksa sama pacar???
Dipukul..ditendang..ditampar..digebukin.. tapi tetep ga mau putus, malah blg "MASIH CINTA"..
Klo gw bilang BULLSHIT !! cuma orang BODOH yang mau disakitin dan jatuh ke lubang yang sama..

"gw tau gw uda diperlakuin kasar ama cowo gw..tapi gw masi sayang dy..gw uda terlanjur cinta.."

Now that is wat i called stupid girl ... mana ada org mau jalanin satu hubungan tapi disiksa??
Sayang dan Cinta itu suatu ungkapan dan perbuatan yang sama sekali ga mengandung kekerasan!!

For all ladies out there whose being abused by YOUR OWN BOYFRIEND, WAKE UP !! and think hard..!! this time please..use ur brain and think logically..this is reality..there's no such thing as happy ending in an abusive relationship..stop living in ur fairytale dream and believe that your guy will change his bastard attitude...coz they wont!! once u let them hit you, they'll hit you harder.. and defenitely NO second chance..

ask your self..is this LOVE that you want?? d'u call this kind of relationship with LOVE??
coz i think it WAS NOT Love..not even close..

xoxo,
bR

..my own Mr. BiG..

So..can i have my own Mr. Big ?? just like Carrie Bradshaw has one for her own ?

..and here's my Mr. BiG.. ^ . ^

love,
bR